You know when two friends hangout for a long period of time, one of them is bound to end up with feelings for the other. But that person doesn’t say anything, because they don’t want that perfect friendship to end, or become awkward. So that person doesn’t say anything to anybody and just keeps it to themselves. That person eventually moves on and finds new feelings else where. A few months later you find out from your bestfriend that the friend you used to like, now likes you. It’s completely out of no where and you feel bad, because you lost those feelings for them a long time ago. But now when you’re with that person you see how they hint their feelings, but you wish those hints happened earlier, because it’s already almost the end of the school year. Then the last day of school comes along and we had our playful “tag” goodbye and promised each other we’d hangout over summer. But over summer those feelings for him were still missing. This week was the first week back to school and I already knew we had no classes together, but i couldn’t help looking out for him. When i saw him and his friends come up to us at lunch the first day, all those feelings came back from last year. I guess I missed all our random/deep conversations, and laughing every time I was around him more than I thought. And I can’t help, but be mad at myself for not taking my chance when I had it.
I’m going to really miss my sister when she goes off to college. She just came back from a four day camping trip and it felt like it had been years since i saw her. Who’s going to stay up with me and watch all my favorite tv shows and be my partner in crime then?
I haven’t even started my sophmore year of high school yet, and i already know where i want to go after i graduate. My dream college at the moment is the university of oregon. The campus is so pretty, they have my major, the school is really spirited, it’s in a cute little town, there’s a forever21 ten minutes away from the campus, they have womens’ volleyball, and you can ride your bike everywhere. I’m really looking forward to experiencing college life in the future and hopefully getting out of california for a bit (:
You know you had a successful shopping trip when you go into a store with something specific in mind, but when you look around that department for it you can’t find it anywhere. You look over and over again but you still can’t find it. Then all of a sudden when you’re just about to give up you turn the corner and spot it hidden by itself on the rack. And the best part? It’s in your size!! Today was just my day. (: